It's been almost two years since I've changed this.  I've added a few things but I really only get on here to observe.  Since then I've gone though three semesters of school, went to London and Paris, and then graduated from university this past August.  Since then I temporarily moved to Alabama and now I'm in Ohio looking for a job and celebrating the holidays with my boyfriend's family.  I already miss Arkansas and my family but since I've yet to get a job I have no money to make the 12 hour drive back.  I find it really hard to be creative without school or a job pushing me to do so.  I've spent 4 long years doing assignment after assignment and now I'm just blah about the whole thing.  I'm just a whole lot of blah at the moment about life.  No more school, no family or friends anywhere near, no job to push me to get up and do things.. Need to change this.